Okay. So this is me . I have no talent to speak of. This can and undoubtly wil be argued but let me explain before you start showering me with your sentimental emails. This is who I am. I can spend days being lazy and do nothing at all. I sometimes need to be in bed by 10pm to "get enough" sleep for the next day. I can't sing , play instruments, write like a pro etc etc. And before you start raising eyebrows you have to know that I don't care. There are plenty of talented people to go around. It has always haunted me the way people excel while I stay behind. But now I think I finally understand.
It's like the first time I got a skateboard way back when. I never really became a good skateboarder. Even though i tried real hard. I would go skateboarding as often as I could. Even after all that I have to this date made only one ollie. That is where you jump with your skateboard and land on it. The best part of this story is that it was a perfect, nice height, audience muting ollie. Never did it again.
I ve spent the better part of my day trying to make a server work.I'm not going into details about the server but I will say that I'v been going for 16 hours. Its 4am. I have realised that is how I work. If you stick around you will sometimes love me, sometimes hate me and most of the time just find me boring but there are moments. Moments when music comes naturally. When words flow from my mind. Moments when I am the hero. Tiny moments when I shine. Am I the only one who works like this? Am I the only gambling jack of all trades ? You can't argue with me when I say this makes me unreliable. But atleast it makes life interesting.
By the by. The title is reference to a famous programming line. ( I am still working on the server).
By the by by . I saw a few good movies in between server dancing.
Unbreakable. Good movie overall but a bit boring when you don't want to think about it.
Joshua. The first thriller where I actually wanted to stand up and leave.Thats a good thing.
The People vs. Larry Flynt. Also a very good movie when thinking is something you do and not a hobbie that other people (but you) do.
Wonder if I should blog my thoughts about these movies ??? Lets have a pole shall we ?
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